i wanna eat, I feel guilty
no more other thoughts,  I'm in the tunnel
don't wanna get out. I feel myself, I suffer
i can't do it, I have to do it.

they say I have to reach 80 pounds
they say my feet are off the ground
they instruct me against my will
they also think i’ll need some skill

everyone around me thinks I'm sick
i just feel fat and guilty when i eat
leave me alone, you don't understand
you don't want this, you don't want me

i need you now but let me be
i need your love, not your advice
don't take me away, leave me here
help me mom, where are you now?